[ Oh that feels good... Jakurai's hands always feel so warm and good on her, and she does definitely feel wound up when he touches her. Thankfully, his hands don't go where she will surely tense up, so she doesn't quite mind where they are now.
There's a small purr that rolls off her tongue, and she moves her arms around the back of his neck and pushes her face close into his shoulder. It's not at all conducive for a massage but she just wants to bury herself in Jakurai's scent. ]
I was being selfish... but at least they're both together, wherever they've gone. Haurchefant, on the other hand...
[ Will he face the same fate? She feels her heart ache. ]
In the events in my own world, he's... no longer alive. He's a fallen hero of the Dragonsong War. Maybe he'll return to a world where that doesn't happen to him.
[ She isn't too hopeful, especially since most of the Warrior of Light stories have lined up. They've almost all lost their Haurchefant and Ysayle... ]
... Aymeric has been the same every time I've known him. Perhaps that's why it hurts to lose him— he always accepts me when I meet him in these worlds. Yet I know once I go back, that'll never happen. We won't even think about knowing each other. He's the Lord Commander of Ishgard, not an adventurer...
[ If he was an adventurer, she could at least befriend him. But this one isn't even the Aymeric from her world... she won't even see Qih'sae again. Sighing, she lifts her head a bit to nuzzle the side of Jakurai's neck. ]
I don't regret the feelings I have for you, or them, even if we risk the chance of vanishing. I'd rather have these feelings than not. But, Jakurai...
[ She pulls her head back to look at him, her eyes clearly seeing him in the dark of the room— ]
If I end up going home before you— if I don't immediately remember you when I return... would you still want to know me? I don't want to hurt you, even like that.
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There's a small purr that rolls off her tongue, and she moves her arms around the back of his neck and pushes her face close into his shoulder. It's not at all conducive for a massage but she just wants to bury herself in Jakurai's scent. ]
I was being selfish... but at least they're both together, wherever they've gone. Haurchefant, on the other hand...
[ Will he face the same fate? She feels her heart ache. ]
In the events in my own world, he's... no longer alive. He's a fallen hero of the Dragonsong War. Maybe he'll return to a world where that doesn't happen to him.
[ She isn't too hopeful, especially since most of the Warrior of Light stories have lined up. They've almost all lost their Haurchefant and Ysayle... ]
... Aymeric has been the same every time I've known him. Perhaps that's why it hurts to lose him— he always accepts me when I meet him in these worlds. Yet I know once I go back, that'll never happen. We won't even think about knowing each other. He's the Lord Commander of Ishgard, not an adventurer...
[ If he was an adventurer, she could at least befriend him. But this one isn't even the Aymeric from her world... she won't even see Qih'sae again. Sighing, she lifts her head a bit to nuzzle the side of Jakurai's neck. ]
I don't regret the feelings I have for you, or them, even if we risk the chance of vanishing. I'd rather have these feelings than not. But, Jakurai...
[ She pulls her head back to look at him, her eyes clearly seeing him in the dark of the room— ]
If I end up going home before you— if I don't immediately remember you when I return... would you still want to know me? I don't want to hurt you, even like that.