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[menphina]

I had a clinic back home too! And for the same reason! I did a lot of home visits too because folks needed it!

Hehe, then we're similar!♡

Talking to those who need an ear is important!
Have you started working here yet? I could show you around! I'm saving up to start my own clinic, too!

[zazen]

I am glad to meet someone by chance like this then, that practices medicine for the same reasons. It is refreshing.

I have not started working here. But...perhaps if you opened your clinic, I wouldn't mind giving a hand there.

[zazen]

I will be over soon, then.

[In the ballpark of about twenty minutes, Jakurai is showing up at Hifumi's door. Knocking.

Let your leader..Inside.]

[menphina]

me, too! everyone seems to do it for profit
I just do it because I know how to help!
seeing people smile when they're healthy is the best reward.

!!!

would you really?! I'd be so happy if it was someone like you!
now I have to work extra hard on setting it up!
not that we've met yet...
but if you're as nice as you say, who am I to deny!

[champagnetower]

[Hifumi perks up at the sound of knocking on his door. Even if he wasn't expecting Jakurai, it would be exciting.

Despite the texts Hifumi sent not too long ago, he answers his door as cheerfully as ever.]

Sensei! Welcome! Come make yourself nice and comfy! Tea and snacks are over by the coffee table!

[Which is in the direction he starts to walk.]

You know what they say. Mi casa es su casa!

[zazen]

You are right, and I am glad we can think in a similar manner.

I would rather let my actions speak for me.

[zazen]

[He welcomes himself in then, per Hifumi's request. Toeing his shoes off and pacing over to the couch.]

Thank you, Hifumi-kun, for inviting me over.

[He seats himself and gets to work on a cup of tea.]

Tell me, what is on your mind Hifumi-kun?

[champagnetower]

[Hifumi seats himself on the other side of Jakurai, his cheery smile fading almost immediately.]

Okay! So...

[Where does he start with this stuff he didn't want to have to ever bring up? He should have expected that it would have to at some point, but he tried everything in his power to deal with it alone. But dealing with it alone is exactly what made it so difficult.]

I first arrived here about 4 months ago. At that time, Doppo also arrived here. I had my best friend and we moved in together - here, in fact - which made it feel almost like being at home. That made things pretty easy to handle here, even when some things that happened here were weird. But it was okay, because at the end of the day I had my best friend and everything was fine.

[Hifumi stirs his tea as he adds honey to it.]

Then you showed up about a month later! I was so happy! It was the best ever having you both! But then a month later, you both disappeared! I heard someone on the network say that happens sometimes... But you came back, so that's great. But Doppo never did.

[zazen]

[He takes in what Hifumi is saying while fixing his cup. It was a lot. Perhaps Hifumi felt like he was the only one who could stay in one place? Maybe he was feeling...lonely. Certainly, yes, he too would feel lonely if people important to him continued to leave.

He takes a long sip after blowing his tea off.]

And so... you feel a bit lost? Now that Doppo-kun isn't here?

[And...one more thing.]

I have no memory of being here before, is that normal as well?

[champagnetower]

I've been trying to be okay with not having Doppo around, but I feel so painfully alone without him. Every day I did things for him, cooked him food, cleaned the house, woke him up. I liked putting a smile on his face and making him comfy since he's so stressed all the time. Now I feel so lost and empty.

[Hifumi knew Jakurai didn't have any memory of being here before. It was something he realized early on.]

That might be normal. It seems like it's different for everyone.

[He sips his tea. After he places his cup on the coffee table, he lifts up a small platter of cookies, holding it out to Jakurai.]

IM SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING

[zazen]

You two are inseparable. No matter how much Doppo has his moments. I can assure you that if he were here alone, he would feel the same way.

[He will take one of the cookies. But he will also put his free hand on Hifumi's shoulder.]

I want to help you feel not so alone. Please, let me know if there is anything I can do for you right now that would make you feel better?

same tho rip

[champagnetower]

[He knew in his heart that Doppo wouldn't know what to do without him, despite all the times Doppo has ever gotten frustrated with him for not being like a normal person. He didn't know if that helped make him feel better or worse.]

Sensei, all I can ask of you is what you've always done. As heart-broken as I am about Doppo, just knowing you're here helps put my mind at ease throughout the day.

[He sets the cookie platter down on the coffee table.]

Doppo is an adult. He probably doesn't need me. But I'm still worried about him, if he's sleeping okay, if he's eating properly, if his bald manager is constantly keeping him at work too late. I miss him so much that it hurts.

[He puts a hand on Jakurai's leg.]

If I lost you too, I don't know what I would do. I don't want to be alone and I'm so scared I will be.

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[lollipopdrops]

Old man~!
I have some questions

Re: same tho rip

[zazen]

[From the looks of it? Worse. Hifumi feels like he needs to be there for Doppo, and in some sense? Jakurai would agree. The two of them needed each other. As odd as it is for two nearly 30 year old men to be living together.]

I am glad that I can provide you even a small amount of relief. Even if I am not quite the same as Doppo-kun.

[Patting...his back.]

Feel what you need to feel. Doppo is an adult, but the two of you are so used to being around one another.

[And as unpredictable as this place seems to be...?!]

I will not leave you if it is in my will to do so. I will always be here. So please, never hesitate coming to me.

[zazen]

Of course you do.

[lollipopdrops]

So mean~

[He hates to say it but he does.]

Let's meet up, probably not in public though.

[zazen]

No.

[lollipopdrops]

Funny...Did I ask?

[Jakurai...he is a little on edge today.]

[zazen]

Funny, when did you begin thinking you could make demands towards me?

[lollipopdrops]

Old. Man.
I know your apartment number I can just come over.

[Was he bluffing? Hard to tell]

[zazen]

I wouldn't let you in, anyways.

[lollipopdrops]

Fine.

[He's just going to let himself in...could have done this the easy way. Already going over there himself. The angry koi fish soon comes to the door and starts to pick the lock...no patience. Once it clicks he opens it and darts inside, like the gremlin he is.]

Hey.

[zazen]

[HE SHOULD HAVE SEEN THIS COMING.]

I will give you five seconds to leave.

[lollipopdrops]

[There is a make me look to his face until he growls a little...still very much affected by the moon. Which should be obvious with his new fins and tail. The questions start with little care.]

What is this shit on me? Why do I just want to attack most things that move?

[In a different way...]

[zazen]

You are being affected by the moon cycle. It happens.

[ And with the ears and tail on his body, and the elongated nails/teeth, it's safe to say they are the same moon cycle. Sanguis. This was not going to be good. ]


I answered, you can leave.