[ And she herself, has a bit of a busy day, checking in with the Moon Knights, doing some supply runs and more. So when she finally returns to Jakurai's apartment after making sure he's gone there, she blinks when she finds the place empty- but signs of use are definitely there and she can smell Reina and Jakurai in.
So, she just follows, and—
She stills as she sees Jakurai there, cuddling with the little foxgirl who is now curled up and sucking her thumb as she sleeps atop him. For a moment, it's like seeing him with her youngest daughter, and she feels a warmth flush through her as her heart skips a beat. A part of her wonders if she truly deserves to believe in how wonderful this man has been for her, and another fears that this too, will go away in a blink of an eye.
She stays in the doorway, finding herself staring. Give her a moment. ]
[Neither of them seem to stir at the entrance of Megumi. Jakurai's nose isn't as sharp off of his moon, so he can't catch her scent while he's laying here-- definitely asleep. And Reina was certainly all tuckered out after a long day of playing and having to get her arm poked like a big girl.
The only movement either of them make right now is breathing, soft and slow. Relaxed definitely.]
[ This is too precious, and she inhales quietly before stepping in. Being a Keeper miqo'te, she knows how to tread lightly, and she very carefully reaches for Reina, not wanting to wake Jakurai, and the girl barely stirs as Megumi carries her easily, taking her to the spare room they prepared- one in Megumi's apartment, and one in Jakurai's, so she can tuck her in properly. ]
Good little lass.
[ She whispers, as Reina sleeps quietly, and she takes her to set her on her bed to properly tuck her in with her fox squish-plush, and kisses her forehead. For a moment, she imagines if her Lucina was older, she'd be... just like this. Her ears droop for a bit as she combs her hair back, making sure she's cozy before she stills. Her senses are alert, though the scent that follows makes her relax. ]
... you're as quiet as a miqo'te, love.
[ She whispers, without turning her head first, then glancing over her shoulder. ]
[He didn't stir when she entered, but he did stir once the small weight on his chest was removed. Jakurai knows it is a terrible habit and a hard one to break if you let a child sleep in the bed. He'd never really counted himself a parent, but...from a medical and child behavior stand point he sort of gets it.
Jakurai wants to protect Reina just as he protected and sheltered Yotsutsuji. Only being his beneficiary was...well, they were certainly more than that. He knew that lad had looked up to him in many ways.
But that thought is for another time, he gets out of bed...following behind her. He knew he wouldn't be a secret for long...but it was worth a shot.]
You moving her woke me up, that's all. We had just finished our bed time story, you know.
[ She'd be the same- then again, whoever did take her babies from her wouldn't live very long, so it was probably safer for her to be sleeping near Jakurai. She makes sure Reina is properly tucked in before turning on the night light and walking up to Jakurai.
He looks beautiful, even when he's just woken. How is this possible?! But she strokes his hair back and taking his hand to walk him back to his bedroom. ]
That must have been bells past. Besides, I'm staying the night and I don't like sharing when I cuddle.
[ She steals blankets too. But, she does lean in and pull his head down to kiss him gently. ]
Go lie back down if you're tired. You had a busy day.
[ Oh. Her ears flick up and she smiles at the hug and invitation, before she lets her ears wiggle. ]
I did say I was staying the night.
[ Her body resonates with purrs, as she inhales the scent of him, before she smiles and pulls back, looking up at him. ]
I've got to change anyroad. Don't run off.
[ There's a playful little smile before she pulls away, giving him time to dress down if he hasn't already. She has some of her outfits here, and the thought of this relationship being so comfortable that she's been doing that is...
It feels like home. She can't help but smile as she goes into a spare bathroom to wash up and dress down, finally emerging wearing a robe as she loosely ties her hair so it doesn't get in the way.
Of course, she has a little surprise worn inside, but she'll let Jakurai get comfortable first. ]
We'll have to live like this for a few suns, love. Just until we know things are safe. Do you want me to brush your hair so you can relax a little?
[Living like this. Trying their absolute best to give Reina a fighting chance at having a somewhat normal life until her mother is released from prison. Perhaps he could talk to Jyuto about arranging visits, if it were possible. He owes him a favor anyhow.
In his brief moment, he's dressed down into some sweatpants and discarded his shirt. His hair has also been pulled from it's ponytail. Though it is looking a bit messy right now.]
[ He might be a lot more lithe than the lovers she enjoys, but that doesn't mean he isn't beautiful- though when he compliments her, her ears lower a little in bashfulness before she comes in closer and draws her hands up over his sides. ]
It's just nightwear.
[ And she wore it on purpose, so. She chuckles softly as she urges him to the bed, making a grab for the brush before leaning in and- moving to kiss the side of his neck instead. ]
But you look good enough to eat right now.
[ She keeps the brush out of reach, wrapping her arms around his neck and giving him a little nip along the skin. ]
[He's very comfortable in her presence. It's nice, he thinks. To have someone you are so comfortable with. Someone you are so willing to lay yourself out to. He doesn't make a grab for the brush. Rather, he just keeps his head tilted for her and leans back into her just slightly, not putting all of his weight on her.]
[ A few gentle kisses pressed along his neck, she nuzzles around the skin, soft as a butterfly kiss with her eyelashes. Her ears droop a bit before she pulls back, arms still around Jakurai's shoulders as she meets his gaze and sets the brush aside- ]
When you came back marked. Bitten by someone else. His scent was all over you for a while...
[ She makes herself look up, adding- ]
I'd been waiting, to do it myself. You see- in my tribe... actually, a lot of miqo'te do this... when we find ourselves a mate, we... mark each other. It's a bit like a ritual- a promise, that we will be a part of each other. Most just do it to the ones they form an Eternal Bond with- but some also do it to express their feelings of... love. It's not done very casually... when you're marked, it's... a serious admission of feelings. And when others encroach on it, it's seen as an offense.
[ She can't expect him to know that, and she never really brought it up either. ]
I know... I never spoke to you about it. And we've been together here alone, but... I'd hoped it would be me doing it to you. Though, it seems like people like to bite each other a lot more here, but... marking as a claim... that's special.
[ Is she being too rambly? She looks worried, tilting her head at him. ]
I'm sorry... I didn't want to rush it. But it did sting knowing someone marked you like that, and it wasn't even Amemura.
[ Ramuda, she'd have accepted, but this was someone else entirely. ]
I hadn’t any idea claim biting was something that had meaning for you.
[He is bare chested at the moment, and it is apparent that any mark doppo had left on him was already gone. Jakurai had helped his teammate through everything he possibly could. At least starting out. ]
The simple explanation is that one of my team members experienced his first Sanguis moon and I, as his leader, took it upon myself to help him through it. Though it meant me being torn up by the aggression of sanguis moon traits in the process.
[He reaches up to pet her ears. ]
I apologize for making you feel that way without an explanation. If it makes you feel more at ease, should something like that ever occur again...I would be more than willing to reserve biting for just you?
[ There's a laugh in her voice at that, ears lifting up a bit. ]
I know you wouldn't have done it out of any offense. These things happen... especially here. Some of my lovers here have bitten me as well, but... I never let them go too far if they've the sense to stop. Sometimes they don't... and it's understandable. Just like your situation.
[ She knows what Sanguis does to people, having been at the receiving end herself. However, she moves her hand down his front, to his thighs as she urges him back against the bed and to the center, and shifts so she can move over his lap. Her favourite position, since he's so tall. ]
I just... wanted you to know how I felt. I don't want to hide that from you.
[ She lifts her hand up to the side of his neck, purring so that he feels it over his lower body. ]
But I am glad knowing you can take that... here I was holding myself back from getting too rough with you, love.
[ She smiles, a little playfully now. ]
Maybe I should give you a collar of bites, but that wouldn't be fair...
I don't wish for you to hide anything from me, as I do not wish to hide anything from you. Does that sound fair?
[He moves just as she wants him to, a small tilt in his lips appearing. He does find it...very easy to love her. Very easy to smile around her, and to him that is incredibly important.
He does tilt his head at her when she suggests a collar of bites. It sounded possessive, if even a little endearing.]
That would certainly be staking your claim, darling.
[ It's fair, and it's what she wants. She imagines nothing would mean more, in the end- as long as they told each other the truth.
At his words of staking a claim, her ears lift, a hint of her huntress side showing in her gaze as she tilts her head. ]
It would be staking my claim. But I'd go that far for someone I love.
[ As soon as she says it, though, really voices that word, her expression shifts to surprise before red colours her cheeks. Lifting a hand to the side of Jakurai's face, she meets his gaze, wondering just when she fell this hard...
The thought of marking him, making him symbolically hers, it excites her in a way she knows she hasn't felt in a long, long time. There are some rituals she can't give up on, even if she's adopted modern life.
Shifting her hand to her belt, to undo the robe on top and to reveal the two-piece lingerie she's wearing, she lets him see her, letting the robe pool around her knees. With a smile, she slides her hands up to the sides of his head, threading her fingers in his hair. ]
... I love you. I was afraid of saying it again, for the longest time... but I love you, Jakurai Jinguji. I want to be yours, and I want you to be mine, even among everyone that wants us here... can I want that?
[ Her ears droop slightly, as though worried he might refuse. But she's laying herself bare before him, wanting his consent, and wanting to give him something she never imagined she'd have the heart to give again. ]
[He's taken aback for a moment, not in a bad way, certainly. In a "my girlfriend is nearly bare on my lap and she's telling me she loves me for real.
He's not been able to say it for a long time either, to anyone really. Who did he, a lonely man from Shinjuku love? But he knows the answer to that. Among the sea of people they know. Among all of those people who want the both of them. And even those they share those intimate moments with....he would always come back home to her.]
You can want that, because I want that as well. I have no doubt in my mind that I love you as well.
[And it feels natural to say it after this long, like it had been something building over this course of time.]
[ It does come so easily and naturally, so simply that she wonders if she was foolish in waiting this long to say it. So much, that she ends up pushing her forehead firmly against his, just inhaling his scent and everything around him- everything that makes him him.
ill-DOC, Matenrou, none of that matters when he's just Jakurai to her...
She ends up laughing softly as she turns his face up towards hers, gently urging their mouths together in- a surprisingly chaste kiss for someone sitting bared on her half-naked boyfriend's lap. When she pulls back, she pushes her nose up against his. ]
... Why did we take this long to say it? Stupid...
[ He's truly... ]
... I'm so stupid. For doubting that. How long... how long has it been since you knew? How you felt?
[ Because she's been carrying these feelings for... if she's being honest, maybe even longer before they started to officially date. ]
Love is a complicated thing, rather... a fragile thing. We tend to, as humans, hold things back that we are unsure and scared of. Even if the end result would be something warm and tangible like this.
[Because of course even at a time like this. He speaks clinically, from the way that makes the most sense to him. Plus, how do you even begin to explain love when you have hardly ever felt such a warm emotion before. It's....nice in a way.]
You aren't foolish for waiting and neither am I, correct? We only took the necessary time in front of us to say something.
[In a place where time is so uncertain. He would never call Megumi a fleeting romance, but, who knows how much time they truly have before they are forced to go back to their own worlds and live their own lives again. He tilts his head up to kiss her back, gentle and caring.]
Long enough, but....perhaps I finally realized something at the turn of the new year. Something felt right, and I didn't look back.
[For a man of few words....he sure had plenty to say just now.]
[ She wouldn't expect any less. He wouldn't be very Jakurai if he didn't treat it like that.... but he is right. They took their time, him because of how his life was back home— because he never explored things this way, and herself, well.
They already know how messed up things got with her in that department.
Her ears lift when he kisses her back, her hands moving over his bare chest and up to the sides of his neck, and she listens— how can she not? She loves the sound of his voice and could listen to him forever. She isn't going to take the fact that he's saying so much for granted, either—
Her hand strokes back his long hair off his shoulder, before she just nods to him. ]
Aye.
[ There's little she has to say to that, because it shows in their actions. Her gaze is soft, though, and she leans in to kiss along his jawline. ]
As long as you're as happy as you make me. We might be strangers to each other's worlds—we might not even be here long. But I don't want to waste the time we have here, either.
[ She caresses his cheek with her fingers, inhaling his scent, before she moves her mouth to his earlobe, giving it a little nip. ]
Just know that you are who I'd return to. No matter what this place does. That won't change how I feel— even if this place makes it easier to feel for so many.
[ It doesn't mean she'll ever compare, or even treat their intimacy with any less affection than it deserves. Her tail slides over his leg as she pushes her lower body closer. ]
... let me see the sides of you you won't show others. Because I don't intend to hold myself back either.
[ No sooner has she spoken that she leans in to push him back down against the bed, letting his long hair fan out beneath him as she smiles and hovers over him. ]
There won't be any stopping me. I've been holding back on claiming you all this time, you know.
[That is enough for him. Knowing that Megumi would always come back to him. That he would always go back to her. It's very odd to feel this kind of security from someone. He's happy about it though. Thrilled that they have such a loving and understanding relationship. He's never been quite so open before.
He leans and keens into every touch she gives him, the softness of her touch familiar.]
I am very happy, I hope you know that. I know I don't show it on my face very often...smiling is something I do not often think about. But with you, I find it very easy to smile.
[He kisses her forehead again, doting her in affection.]
Are you sure that you are ready for all sides of me? The good, the bad, and the ugly? I wish....I were as good as some people believe me to be. But I too am only human, after all.
[He allows himself to be pushed backwards, lips turning up into that rare smile again.]
I can't claim to love you if I only love the good. You've accepted even the uglier sides of me- and I intend to give it back.
[ Her gaze softens when he speaks of being happy with her, and though her own heart hasn't entirely healed, she thinks- bit by bit, she is recovering as best as possible. And it's all thanks to him.
With him on his back now, she smiles as she looks him over before sliding her hands to his sides and lowering herself. Her mouth captures his for a moment as she moves her whole body above and over his so that she's got her own lower body pressed up against his, legs tangling with his as her tail slides over his side.
He really is too alluring, and she lets him feel the heat of her form as she teases his mouth with her own and purrs all through her body, wanting him to feel every bit of her. ]
Your smile is my treasure. I don't intend to waste it.
[ Moving her face into the side of her neck, she kisses down it, a hand sliding down his front as she rolls her lower body- though her mouth parts just enough to gently tug the skin of his neck between her front teeth, sucking gently with a roll of her jaw before releasing it with a snap. He's so sweet- she moves back and moves to give his ear a small bite. ]
A pity we have to keep our voices down. I want to hear the sounds you make when you let go.
[ The only down side of having a child in the house. ]
[What he wants to say is that there is no ugly side of Megumi. Only the soft caring woman he's gotten to know this far. She's happy, and it makes him happy. He thinks that perhaps SHE is the more alluring one. Her words...her actions. It's all very much the way he is the one feeling the most lucky.]
And you, yourself, are mine.
[His breath does heighten just slightly as she rolls her body against his, and her teeth latch to his neck. It was a pity that they had to keep their voices down....but...]
Staying quiet will be our little fun challenge, won't it?
[ Good thing he doesn't- she'd probably burst into tears, which happens easily around him because she's being as vulnerable as she is around him. If word of that ever got out, she'd probably find herself absolutely embarrassed.
Though those words are enough to make her flush, and she chuckles to try and shake it off. ]
Aye.
[ She doesn't say more, pressing up harder against him as she begins to rhythmically roll her lower body, wanting to feel him get hard under her- her tail joins in as well, the tip of it pressing against the underside of his length through the clothing to add more stimulation.
At the same time, her mouth covers the opposite side of his neck, and she repeats her action- though there might be a little more pressure to this bite, as she releases the skin with a snap and a kiss to the bruising forming there. ]
We could make it a game...
[ She smiles as she lifts her head to look at him. ]
First person to make a noise goes to work without their smallclothes the next day.
[He can say it eventually! If he wants! Because this is a thing that Jakurai feels to be a true. Though there are always faults in a person, there isn't a fault that would make anyone ugly.]
Oh? That is quite the challenge, darling.
[He almost makes a noise at the feel of her body against his, and her tail brushing against him like it is. How terribly cruel she is. But he likes it, truly and honestly. He's never had such a roundabout with someone before.
...but this is where his hands can get a little more exploratory. First running over back and shoulders. Touching every inch with care and attention.]
[ Ah, his hands— she trembles as she feels them move over her body, and she lets out a little breathy chuckle as she continues her slow, soft grind. ]
It's one I don't intend to lose.
[ She purrs into his touch as she lowers her head and steals another kiss off his mouth, enjoying how he smells. There's warmth there, and heat- and she wants to taste more of it as she carefully kisses his lower lip and takes it between her front teeth, tugging it and releasing it with a snap. Her hands slide into his hair as she kisses down his front and to his chest, before she smiles and moves her face into his throat. ]
You're so godsdamned beautiful, Jakurai.
[ There's a hint of an evil grin before she suddenly grips his hair a bit more tightly than normal. It's rough, not enough to hurt, but enough to be forceful, as she tips his head back. ]
Keep that up and I might devour you.
[ With his throat exposed to her, she doesn't wait- her fangs growing slightly longer, she bites down between where shoulder meets neck, not to break the skin, but to indeed trap it as she sucks it between her mouth. It's a possessive move as she teases his skin with a harsh suck, the threat of her sharp teeth ready to cut him, but before they can be of any danger, she lets go with a snap, her tongue moving across the skin as she chuckles.
Her lower body presses down in a teasing roll against his arousal as one hand slides down to push under the waistband of his trousers to cup him. ]
I wonder if you'll last very long. I want you to squirm, love.
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I love this so much
So, she just follows, and—
She stills as she sees Jakurai there, cuddling with the little foxgirl who is now curled up and sucking her thumb as she sleeps atop him. For a moment, it's like seeing him with her youngest daughter, and she feels a warmth flush through her as her heart skips a beat. A part of her wonders if she truly deserves to believe in how wonderful this man has been for her, and another fears that this too, will go away in a blink of an eye.
She stays in the doorway, finding herself staring. Give her a moment. ]
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The only movement either of them make right now is breathing, soft and slow. Relaxed definitely.]
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Good little lass.
[ She whispers, as Reina sleeps quietly, and she takes her to set her on her bed to properly tuck her in with her fox squish-plush, and kisses her forehead. For a moment, she imagines if her Lucina was older, she'd be... just like this. Her ears droop for a bit as she combs her hair back, making sure she's cozy before she stills. Her senses are alert, though the scent that follows makes her relax. ]
... you're as quiet as a miqo'te, love.
[ She whispers, without turning her head first, then glancing over her shoulder. ]
Did I wake you?
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Jakurai wants to protect Reina just as he protected and sheltered Yotsutsuji. Only being his beneficiary was...well, they were certainly more than that. He knew that lad had looked up to him in many ways.
But that thought is for another time, he gets out of bed...following behind her. He knew he wouldn't be a secret for long...but it was worth a shot.]
You moving her woke me up, that's all. We had just finished our bed time story, you know.
[Hours ago. But. Point is still there!!]
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He looks beautiful, even when he's just woken. How is this possible?! But she strokes his hair back and taking his hand to walk him back to his bedroom. ]
That must have been bells past. Besides, I'm staying the night and I don't like sharing when I cuddle.
[ She steals blankets too. But, she does lean in and pull his head down to kiss him gently. ]
Go lie back down if you're tired. You had a busy day.
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[He does look tired, unfortunately. But he isn't going anywhere right now. He rests his chin on top of her head. Arms around her.]
If I lie down, you must too, Megumi.
[How stubborn of him!!]
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I did say I was staying the night.
[ Her body resonates with purrs, as she inhales the scent of him, before she smiles and pulls back, looking up at him. ]
I've got to change anyroad. Don't run off.
[ There's a playful little smile before she pulls away, giving him time to dress down if he hasn't already. She has some of her outfits here, and the thought of this relationship being so comfortable that she's been doing that is...
It feels like home. She can't help but smile as she goes into a spare bathroom to wash up and dress down, finally emerging wearing a robe as she loosely ties her hair so it doesn't get in the way.
Of course, she has a little surprise worn inside, but she'll let Jakurai get comfortable first. ]
We'll have to live like this for a few suns, love. Just until we know things are safe. Do you want me to brush your hair so you can relax a little?
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[Living like this. Trying their absolute best to give Reina a fighting chance at having a somewhat normal life until her mother is released from prison. Perhaps he could talk to Jyuto about arranging visits, if it were possible. He owes him a favor anyhow.
In his brief moment, he's dressed down into some sweatpants and discarded his shirt. His hair has also been pulled from it's ponytail. Though it is looking a bit messy right now.]
You look beautiful.
[...and then, he reaches for his brush.]
As long as I get to return the favor.
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[ He might be a lot more lithe than the lovers she enjoys, but that doesn't mean he isn't beautiful- though when he compliments her, her ears lower a little in bashfulness before she comes in closer and draws her hands up over his sides. ]
It's just nightwear.
[ And she wore it on purpose, so. She chuckles softly as she urges him to the bed, making a grab for the brush before leaning in and- moving to kiss the side of his neck instead. ]
But you look good enough to eat right now.
[ She keeps the brush out of reach, wrapping her arms around his neck and giving him a little nip along the skin. ]
... I got jealous the other night, you know.
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Jealous? When was this, love?
[He tilts his head back now, looking up to her.]
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When you came back marked. Bitten by someone else. His scent was all over you for a while...
[ She makes herself look up, adding- ]
I'd been waiting, to do it myself. You see- in my tribe... actually, a lot of miqo'te do this... when we find ourselves a mate, we... mark each other. It's a bit like a ritual- a promise, that we will be a part of each other. Most just do it to the ones they form an Eternal Bond with- but some also do it to express their feelings of... love. It's not done very casually... when you're marked, it's... a serious admission of feelings. And when others encroach on it, it's seen as an offense.
[ She can't expect him to know that, and she never really brought it up either. ]
I know... I never spoke to you about it. And we've been together here alone, but... I'd hoped it would be me doing it to you. Though, it seems like people like to bite each other a lot more here, but... marking as a claim... that's special.
[ Is she being too rambly? She looks worried, tilting her head at him. ]
I'm sorry... I didn't want to rush it. But it did sting knowing someone marked you like that, and it wasn't even Amemura.
[ Ramuda, she'd have accepted, but this was someone else entirely. ]
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[He is bare chested at the moment, and it is apparent that any mark doppo had left on him was already gone. Jakurai had helped his teammate through everything he possibly could. At least starting out. ]
The simple explanation is that one of my team members experienced his first Sanguis moon and I, as his leader, took it upon myself to help him through it. Though it meant me being torn up by the aggression of sanguis moon traits in the process.
[He reaches up to pet her ears. ]
I apologize for making you feel that way without an explanation. If it makes you feel more at ease, should something like that ever occur again...I would be more than willing to reserve biting for just you?
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[ There's a laugh in her voice at that, ears lifting up a bit. ]
I know you wouldn't have done it out of any offense. These things happen... especially here. Some of my lovers here have bitten me as well, but... I never let them go too far if they've the sense to stop. Sometimes they don't... and it's understandable. Just like your situation.
[ She knows what Sanguis does to people, having been at the receiving end herself. However, she moves her hand down his front, to his thighs as she urges him back against the bed and to the center, and shifts so she can move over his lap. Her favourite position, since he's so tall. ]
I just... wanted you to know how I felt. I don't want to hide that from you.
[ She lifts her hand up to the side of his neck, purring so that he feels it over his lower body. ]
But I am glad knowing you can take that... here I was holding myself back from getting too rough with you, love.
[ She smiles, a little playfully now. ]
Maybe I should give you a collar of bites, but that wouldn't be fair...
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[He moves just as she wants him to, a small tilt in his lips appearing. He does find it...very easy to love her. Very easy to smile around her, and to him that is incredibly important.
He does tilt his head at her when she suggests a collar of bites. It sounded possessive, if even a little endearing.]
That would certainly be staking your claim, darling.
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[ It's fair, and it's what she wants. She imagines nothing would mean more, in the end- as long as they told each other the truth.
At his words of staking a claim, her ears lift, a hint of her huntress side showing in her gaze as she tilts her head. ]
It would be staking my claim. But I'd go that far for someone I love.
[ As soon as she says it, though, really voices that word, her expression shifts to surprise before red colours her cheeks. Lifting a hand to the side of Jakurai's face, she meets his gaze, wondering just when she fell this hard...
The thought of marking him, making him symbolically hers, it excites her in a way she knows she hasn't felt in a long, long time. There are some rituals she can't give up on, even if she's adopted modern life.
Shifting her hand to her belt, to undo the robe on top and to reveal the two-piece lingerie she's wearing, she lets him see her, letting the robe pool around her knees. With a smile, she slides her hands up to the sides of his head, threading her fingers in his hair. ]
... I love you. I was afraid of saying it again, for the longest time... but I love you, Jakurai Jinguji. I want to be yours, and I want you to be mine, even among everyone that wants us here... can I want that?
[ Her ears droop slightly, as though worried he might refuse. But she's laying herself bare before him, wanting his consent, and wanting to give him something she never imagined she'd have the heart to give again. ]
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He's not been able to say it for a long time either, to anyone really. Who did he, a lonely man from Shinjuku love? But he knows the answer to that. Among the sea of people they know. Among all of those people who want the both of them. And even those they share those intimate moments with....he would always come back home to her.]
You can want that, because I want that as well. I have no doubt in my mind that I love you as well.
[And it feels natural to say it after this long, like it had been something building over this course of time.]
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[ It does come so easily and naturally, so simply that she wonders if she was foolish in waiting this long to say it. So much, that she ends up pushing her forehead firmly against his, just inhaling his scent and everything around him- everything that makes him him.
ill-DOC, Matenrou, none of that matters when he's just Jakurai to her...
She ends up laughing softly as she turns his face up towards hers, gently urging their mouths together in- a surprisingly chaste kiss for someone sitting bared on her half-naked boyfriend's lap. When she pulls back, she pushes her nose up against his. ]
... Why did we take this long to say it? Stupid...
[ He's truly... ]
... I'm so stupid. For doubting that. How long... how long has it been since you knew? How you felt?
[ Because she's been carrying these feelings for... if she's being honest, maybe even longer before they started to officially date. ]
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[Because of course even at a time like this. He speaks clinically, from the way that makes the most sense to him. Plus, how do you even begin to explain love when you have hardly ever felt such a warm emotion before. It's....nice in a way.]
You aren't foolish for waiting and neither am I, correct? We only took the necessary time in front of us to say something.
[In a place where time is so uncertain. He would never call Megumi a fleeting romance, but, who knows how much time they truly have before they are forced to go back to their own worlds and live their own lives again. He tilts his head up to kiss her back, gentle and caring.]
Long enough, but....perhaps I finally realized something at the turn of the new year. Something felt right, and I didn't look back.
[For a man of few words....he sure had plenty to say just now.]
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They already know how messed up things got with her in that department.
Her ears lift when he kisses her back, her hands moving over his bare chest and up to the sides of his neck, and she listens— how can she not? She loves the sound of his voice and could listen to him forever. She isn't going to take the fact that he's saying so much for granted, either—
Her hand strokes back his long hair off his shoulder, before she just nods to him. ]
Aye.
[ There's little she has to say to that, because it shows in their actions. Her gaze is soft, though, and she leans in to kiss along his jawline. ]
As long as you're as happy as you make me. We might be strangers to each other's worlds—we might not even be here long. But I don't want to waste the time we have here, either.
[ She caresses his cheek with her fingers, inhaling his scent, before she moves her mouth to his earlobe, giving it a little nip. ]
Just know that you are who I'd return to. No matter what this place does. That won't change how I feel— even if this place makes it easier to feel for so many.
[ It doesn't mean she'll ever compare, or even treat their intimacy with any less affection than it deserves. Her tail slides over his leg as she pushes her lower body closer. ]
... let me see the sides of you you won't show others. Because I don't intend to hold myself back either.
[ No sooner has she spoken that she leans in to push him back down against the bed, letting his long hair fan out beneath him as she smiles and hovers over him. ]
There won't be any stopping me. I've been holding back on claiming you all this time, you know.
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He leans and keens into every touch she gives him, the softness of her touch familiar.]
I am very happy, I hope you know that. I know I don't show it on my face very often...smiling is something I do not often think about. But with you, I find it very easy to smile.
[He kisses her forehead again, doting her in affection.]
Are you sure that you are ready for all sides of me? The good, the bad, and the ugly? I wish....I were as good as some people believe me to be. But I too am only human, after all.
[He allows himself to be pushed backwards, lips turning up into that rare smile again.]
Then stop holding back, love.
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[ Her gaze softens when he speaks of being happy with her, and though her own heart hasn't entirely healed, she thinks- bit by bit, she is recovering as best as possible. And it's all thanks to him.
With him on his back now, she smiles as she looks him over before sliding her hands to his sides and lowering herself. Her mouth captures his for a moment as she moves her whole body above and over his so that she's got her own lower body pressed up against his, legs tangling with his as her tail slides over his side.
He really is too alluring, and she lets him feel the heat of her form as she teases his mouth with her own and purrs all through her body, wanting him to feel every bit of her. ]
Your smile is my treasure. I don't intend to waste it.
[ Moving her face into the side of her neck, she kisses down it, a hand sliding down his front as she rolls her lower body- though her mouth parts just enough to gently tug the skin of his neck between her front teeth, sucking gently with a roll of her jaw before releasing it with a snap. He's so sweet- she moves back and moves to give his ear a small bite. ]
A pity we have to keep our voices down. I want to hear the sounds you make when you let go.
[ The only down side of having a child in the house. ]
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And you, yourself, are mine.
[His breath does heighten just slightly as she rolls her body against his, and her teeth latch to his neck. It was a pity that they had to keep their voices down....but...]
Staying quiet will be our little fun challenge, won't it?
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Though those words are enough to make her flush, and she chuckles to try and shake it off. ]
Aye.
[ She doesn't say more, pressing up harder against him as she begins to rhythmically roll her lower body, wanting to feel him get hard under her- her tail joins in as well, the tip of it pressing against the underside of his length through the clothing to add more stimulation.
At the same time, her mouth covers the opposite side of his neck, and she repeats her action- though there might be a little more pressure to this bite, as she releases the skin with a snap and a kiss to the bruising forming there. ]
We could make it a game...
[ She smiles as she lifts her head to look at him. ]
First person to make a noise goes to work without their smallclothes the next day.
[ She's a devil. ]
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Oh? That is quite the challenge, darling.
[He almost makes a noise at the feel of her body against his, and her tail brushing against him like it is. How terribly cruel she is. But he likes it, truly and honestly. He's never had such a roundabout with someone before.
...but this is where his hands can get a little more exploratory. First running over back and shoulders. Touching every inch with care and attention.]
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It's one I don't intend to lose.
[ She purrs into his touch as she lowers her head and steals another kiss off his mouth, enjoying how he smells. There's warmth there, and heat- and she wants to taste more of it as she carefully kisses his lower lip and takes it between her front teeth, tugging it and releasing it with a snap. Her hands slide into his hair as she kisses down his front and to his chest, before she smiles and moves her face into his throat. ]
You're so godsdamned beautiful, Jakurai.
[ There's a hint of an evil grin before she suddenly grips his hair a bit more tightly than normal. It's rough, not enough to hurt, but enough to be forceful, as she tips his head back. ]
Keep that up and I might devour you.
[ With his throat exposed to her, she doesn't wait- her fangs growing slightly longer, she bites down between where shoulder meets neck, not to break the skin, but to indeed trap it as she sucks it between her mouth. It's a possessive move as she teases his skin with a harsh suck, the threat of her sharp teeth ready to cut him, but before they can be of any danger, she lets go with a snap, her tongue moving across the skin as she chuckles.
Her lower body presses down in a teasing roll against his arousal as one hand slides down to push under the waistband of his trousers to cup him. ]
I wonder if you'll last very long. I want you to squirm, love.
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