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[zazen]

[That is enough for him. Knowing that Megumi would always come back to him. That he would always go back to her. It's very odd to feel this kind of security from someone. He's happy about it though. Thrilled that they have such a loving and understanding relationship. He's never been quite so open before.

He leans and keens into every touch she gives him, the softness of her touch familiar.]

I am very happy, I hope you know that. I know I don't show it on my face very often...smiling is something I do not often think about. But with you, I find it very easy to smile.

[He kisses her forehead again, doting her in affection.]

Are you sure that you are ready for all sides of me? The good, the bad, and the ugly? I wish....I were as good as some people believe me to be. But I too am only human, after all.

[He allows himself to be pushed backwards, lips turning up into that rare smile again.]

Then stop holding back, love.

[menphina]

I can't claim to love you if I only love the good. You've accepted even the uglier sides of me- and I intend to give it back.

[ Her gaze softens when he speaks of being happy with her, and though her own heart hasn't entirely healed, she thinks- bit by bit, she is recovering as best as possible. And it's all thanks to him.

With him on his back now, she smiles as she looks him over before sliding her hands to his sides and lowering herself. Her mouth captures his for a moment as she moves her whole body above and over his so that she's got her own lower body pressed up against his, legs tangling with his as her tail slides over his side.

He really is too alluring, and she lets him feel the heat of her form as she teases his mouth with her own and purrs all through her body, wanting him to feel every bit of her. ]

Your smile is my treasure. I don't intend to waste it.

[ Moving her face into the side of her neck, she kisses down it, a hand sliding down his front as she rolls her lower body- though her mouth parts just enough to gently tug the skin of his neck between her front teeth, sucking gently with a roll of her jaw before releasing it with a snap. He's so sweet- she moves back and moves to give his ear a small bite. ]

A pity we have to keep our voices down. I want to hear the sounds you make when you let go.

[ The only down side of having a child in the house. ]

[zazen]

[What he wants to say is that there is no ugly side of Megumi. Only the soft caring woman he's gotten to know this far. She's happy, and it makes him happy. He thinks that perhaps SHE is the more alluring one. Her words...her actions. It's all very much the way he is the one feeling the most lucky.]

And you, yourself, are mine.

[His breath does heighten just slightly as she rolls her body against his, and her teeth latch to his neck. It was a pity that they had to keep their voices down....but...]

Staying quiet will be our little fun challenge, won't it?

[menphina]

[ Good thing he doesn't- she'd probably burst into tears, which happens easily around him because she's being as vulnerable as she is around him. If word of that ever got out, she'd probably find herself absolutely embarrassed.

Though those words are enough to make her flush, and she chuckles to try and shake it off. ]

Aye.

[ She doesn't say more, pressing up harder against him as she begins to rhythmically roll her lower body, wanting to feel him get hard under her- her tail joins in as well, the tip of it pressing against the underside of his length through the clothing to add more stimulation.

At the same time, her mouth covers the opposite side of his neck, and she repeats her action- though there might be a little more pressure to this bite, as she releases the skin with a snap and a kiss to the bruising forming there. ]

We could make it a game...

[ She smiles as she lifts her head to look at him. ]

First person to make a noise goes to work without their smallclothes the next day.

[ She's a devil. ]

[zazen]

[He can say it eventually! If he wants! Because this is a thing that Jakurai feels to be a true. Though there are always faults in a person, there isn't a fault that would make anyone ugly.]

Oh? That is quite the challenge, darling.

[He almost makes a noise at the feel of her body against his, and her tail brushing against him like it is. How terribly cruel she is. But he likes it, truly and honestly. He's never had such a roundabout with someone before.

...but this is where his hands can get a little more exploratory. First running over back and shoulders. Touching every inch with care and attention.]

[menphina]

[ Ah, his hands— she trembles as she feels them move over her body, and she lets out a little breathy chuckle as she continues her slow, soft grind. ]

It's one I don't intend to lose.

[ She purrs into his touch as she lowers her head and steals another kiss off his mouth, enjoying how he smells. There's warmth there, and heat- and she wants to taste more of it as she carefully kisses his lower lip and takes it between her front teeth, tugging it and releasing it with a snap. Her hands slide into his hair as she kisses down his front and to his chest, before she smiles and moves her face into his throat. ]

You're so godsdamned beautiful, Jakurai.

[ There's a hint of an evil grin before she suddenly grips his hair a bit more tightly than normal. It's rough, not enough to hurt, but enough to be forceful, as she tips his head back. ]

Keep that up and I might devour you.

[ With his throat exposed to her, she doesn't wait- her fangs growing slightly longer, she bites down between where shoulder meets neck, not to break the skin, but to indeed trap it as she sucks it between her mouth. It's a possessive move as she teases his skin with a harsh suck, the threat of her sharp teeth ready to cut him, but before they can be of any danger, she lets go with a snap, her tongue moving across the skin as she chuckles.

Her lower body presses down in a teasing roll against his arousal as one hand slides down to push under the waistband of his trousers to cup him. ]

I wonder if you'll last very long. I want you to squirm, love.

[zazen]

[And his hands won't be done any time soon. They have already moved to running firmly down her sides and to her rear. He gives a nice firm squeeze before letting another more mischievous look find its way to his features. No one said that Jakurai couldn't be a little handsy or open with his girlfriend of all people.

He catches sight of her equally plotting face before biting his own lip at the hair pull. She nearly caught him off guard there. He's exposed to her now and there is something about that which gives him a chill down his spine.

He takes a deep breath, hands still squeezing her backside.]

I'll last as long as you ask me to last, love.

[He'll hold out for her as much she wants. He'll move where she wants....]

[menphina]

[ There would be no better compliment to her than to have Jakurai lose himself multiple times. He's really too beautiful and she wants to see that composure of his break entirely— her wants are so selfish, and she wonders if it's fair to do that to him, but at the same time..

She shivers as he squeezes her ass, pushing herself up against his hold. He really has such wonderful hands— gentle usually and now, they're gripping her so nicely. She wants to feel more of him around her, but first— ]

I don't want you to last at all. I want you to let go so many times that you leave us a mess.

[ Words punctuated by a squeeze of her hand as she pumps him now, beneath her, while she draws her mouth over the skin of his throat and sucks the skin sharply. Good thing for Jakurai's usual outfits because these are unavoidably obvious markings. She moves her face down to his chest, kissing to the center of it, while she purrs and lifts her gaze to see her mouth work as it were. ]

Look at that. You're already wearing my collar. Maybe I should give you another down here...

[ A squeeze to his cock to indicate what she means. ]

[zazen]

[Breaking his composure could very well be a task of unmeasured difficulty if it were anyone but Megumi. He loves this woman fiercely, as she is one who can make him bend so easily at her will. It would be nothing to even forget that they had a challenge between the two of them.

He wants to grip so much more of her too. He drops his hands to the back of her thighs, squeezing there too. Clear in his intent to touch her.]

Another?

[And the squeeze to his cock has him catching that sound before it can get out.]

Is it a proper collar if it doesn't connect, my love?

[He's definitely challenging her again.]

[menphina]

[ She has strong thighs, plush to the touch and dangerous when she actually puts them to use. A shivering gasp releases when he squeezes her and her eyes narrow playfully. ]

You're right. I'll have to connect it.

[ In that instance, her body immediately moves off of his, hands moving to his waist and she only gives him a cheeky grin before flipping him onto his front. Now, those thighs that he was caressing are holding him down as she straddles him, and she parts his hair from behind to expose his neck, pulling his upper body up with an arm under his chest as she pushes her mouth into the side of it, now biting him a little more harshly around the skin there as she sucks it- her mouth moves to the back of his ear as she nips the tip, before whispering into it- ]

Are you going to fight, Jakurai?

[ Before he can, though, she runs her tongue down to the soft part of his ear and chews on it playfully, her hand sliding down to his chest, pushing her fingers around his nipple to tease.

If he thought she was going to show any mercy, he has another thing coming. ]

[zazen]

[Sometimes he nearly forget how strong his feisty girlfriend really is. She could likely bench press him into the next phase of the moon and he'd thank her eagerly. With him now on his front, it leaves his back and the nape of his neck very open. Very unmarked until she starts digging her teeth in again to make marks.

And for the bet that they had going on? It would seem that Jakurai will be missing his undergarments in the next day, as the combination of sensations tear a deep moan from his chest. Not that he could really care to remember that there was a bet in the first place. There was certainly no mercy and he was just fine with that.]

Fight? I would be a fool to.

[Even if he had the notion to fight, or turn the tables. It isn't like he'd immediately share that strategy. Not with teasing around his nipples and biting into his neck.]

Does the collar suit me, love?

[menphina]

Beautifully.

[ She's an aggressive lover on the edge of possessive— there's no stopping her once she gets going, and she gently tugs on his nipple between thumb and forefinger before rubbing around it.

Ah, his voice... Megumi is fully taken by it, the way his moan sounds, and she licks across his nape as she grazes her sharp teeth across the flesh there. Jakurai is beautiful— there's no doubt of it, and seeing him this prone and vulnerable is doing things to her that she's only felt in the excitement of a hunt. Her lips move across his shoulder, kissing over his skin as she reaches her hand down to continue to grope him between his legs.

Every touch intending to draw out his voice, and she moves her lips to the back of his ear to chew on the lower lobe. ]

We should give it a clasp.

[ Her words are breathed over the back of his ear before she moves to just above the top of his spine, where his skin is softer, and she bites. Fangs pressing in, and now, without mercy, blood is drawn, that she sucks on without shame to mark around the skin before she lets go with a snap.

At the same time, her hand moves to tweak the opposite nipple, mixing the surprise of pain and pleasure, and her hand on his cock squeezes as she moves her face back into his shoulder. ]

Would that I had the parts to claim you... but for now.

[ She shifts back, almost too quickly, and pushes Jakurai back onto his back as her hands quickly reach down to tug his pajama pants down and tug them off him. She's a force right now, and she sits up on her knees as she reaches over to take the lubricating lotion she knows is stashed in the bedside drawer, opening it up to spread it over her fingers. ]

No better time to make sure I know where to aim for.

[ When she has her strap-on, that is. There's mischief glittering in her eyes before she reaches down, parting Jakurai's legs with one hand as she leans down to capture his mouth again. He's going to be making a lot more noise soon, as she begins to push her middle finger, slicked with lubrication, against his entrance to his rear. ]

[zazen]

[Megumi is aggressive, but he can handle that from her. Each bite, lick, and touch is met with noises of praise and encouragement. Why not let her do something like this? He has no doubt in himself that he could handle Megumi at her feistiest. Even if she was being a lot more rough than usual.

He wonders if she knows she need no parts to claim him, as she’s already staked a huge one on him. Just by being by his side. But now was no time to be mushy, she’d probably not hear it with the amount of dominating she’s doing. ]

A-Ah...

[ His moans still roll deep from his chest, and once he’s on his back his legs move almost obediently and quickly for her as she readies her fingers. He takes a breath to relax himself. Ready for her.]

Are you taking me today, love?

[ It’s not a huge taunt, a small one of anything. ]

[menphina]

[ She'd probably melt in shyness, not that she'd ever admit to being shy... but the way things are going now, she wants to focus on the heat of it all, on how intensely Jakurai makes her feel—

On the fact that she hasn't felt this strongly for anyone in a very, very long time.

So when he looks at her with such a lascivious gaze, when he looks this vulnerable and open to her, she has to accept it and love every bit of it.

( I want to see your pleasure from what only I can give you. )

She wants to be selfish, and rather than answering verbally, her slicked finger presses inside, slowly, letting him adjust to the length of it, before gently sliding it out and back in. She grins cheekily as she watches him squirm- it's not the size of a cock, but she knows how to work her fingers.

Slowly wriggling her finger, before leaning over to nuzzle his mouth, she murmurs- ]

Don't I usually? You're so much lovelier on your back, my darling.

[ She draws out her slicked finger again, but this time, she moves back to lubricate more of it, before spreading it over index and middle now, once she's sure Jakurai is appropriately relaxed. ]

And when you make such beautiful sounds, I just want to hear more.

[ No sooner has she spoken that both fingers are easily pushed inside, her ears lifting in attention as she reaches down to take a hold of his cock between their bodies and stroke him. Keeping her motions in time to create a harmony of stimulation, she moves her face down over his throat, beginning to fuck him with her fingers as she pumps him at the same time. ]

Relax yourself and take it, Jakurai.

[ Her own breaths are picked up, wanting to make a mess of him- wanting to see that angelic veneer break into something twisted and beautiful and debauched.

And she wants to be the one to bring him to that brink. ]

You're mine as I'm yours—

[ Words punctuated with a harder thrust, fingers angled to reach that part of him that will make his body tremble. ]

So don't hold back with me.

[zazen]

[She knows exactly how to take care of him, and exactly what to touch to set him off in the best ways. It would be maddening if not for the fact that he can't get a moment to clock his brain back into his body.

He does chuckle low, of course she does. Megumi did have a thing about being the women in charge, and he has zero arguments with that. He makes another one of those pretty sounds for her, head tilting back to expose his bitten throat.]

I am relaxed....

[And that is rare for him, to be so relaxed.

It doesn't take a terribly long time for his face to twist into something more pleasured. More open and free, and more comfortable with what they are doing. Hell will be cold before too many more people see him this far into letting someone take him.]

Nnh, I am not holding back...you know this love.

[His legs part more for her. Leaving himself more exposed.]

[menphina]

[ He's perfect... she doesn't know how the stars aligned for her this way, even if they aligned in a world not hers- but they did and she doesn't want to let this go. It's why she's doing what she is- wanting to give him as much pleasure as she can manage. And oh, can she manage a lot of it.

Her breath spikes in excitement as she begins to fuck him further with her fingers, simulating the motions of parts she doesn't have, but knows exactly how to pleasure. At the same time, her hand moves to pump him, wanting to draw out more of his sounds-

When he spreads his legs, she whimpers in delight. How can a human be this alluring? Most men usually submit to her and she loves it- but like this, she just wants to give Jakurai so much pleasure he's left gasping for more.

So she doesn't hesitate, her head pushing into the side of his neck, her fangs pushing into his skin as she moves both her hands- working inside and over him, teasing until she can feel him trembling. ]

You're getting close... let go for me.

[ She pulls her head back to watch him, excitement in her gaze as she sharply angles her finger in that moment while she squeezes his cock, wanting to push him over the edge. ]

Jakurai-...!

[zazen]

[Jakurai doesn’t mind letting go for her. Letting her see these more debauched sides. Part of him really wants to give her the same pleasure, but she had to allow it first. Hopefully, with a little convincing his beautiful matriarch would give me the chance to worship her just as much in turn.

He tips his head back and is left gasping for breath, hands grasping for something to hold on to. If she didn’t want him thinking and only wanted him acting, she got it. If she wanted to see his face twisting in pleasure rather than keeping his composure...she’s won that. He’s showing her a red and open mouthed face he doesn’t even show other partners he’s had.

But megumi deserves that. ]

Megumi—

[He can’t stop the several times her name rolls off of his tongue, body arching right where she wants it before not even having a chance to warn as he releases hard into her hand. Left gasping for air again and to ride out the trembling orgasm she just gave him. ]

[menphina]

[ When it comes to people she loves, their pleasure— be it pleasure she gives or pleasure they want to give her— always matters. If Jakurai ever showed himself to want to give her the same, she'd accept him fully and whole-heartedly.

Right now, he's welcoming her— accepting her want and desire to pleasure him. And she wants to, desperately, wants to see this angelic and almost saintly expression come undone into a debauched mess. The sides of him she might never otherwise see— ah, she's selfish. And when his body clenches tightly around her, she slides her palm to his tip, squeezing around it as she feels him tremble harshly and—

Ah, his voice. Her name on his tongue, his breaths echoing his need— she shivers in delight as she sees his control snap and she helps him ride out his release, encouraging more until he's spent. That's when she slowly withdraws her hands, both a mess as she gives her fingers with his come on them a lick. ]

Beautiful.

[ She slowly helps him onto his back, admiring what a mess he is and letting him see the dirty way she tastes him, before she chuckles and moves up to kiss under his jaw, over bruising that will be very visible over his collar the next day. ]

Don't forget. You're not wearing any underclothes tomorrow, my darling.

[ She smiles at him before she moves to grab some nearby hand wipes to clean off completely— hygiene is key, even if she did make a mess of him, before she moves back towards the bed and pins him down with a few more kisses. ]

Get some rest. Next time I'll be more prepared to claim you.

[ She strokes his hair off his face, kissing his forehead. ]

You do things to me I won't resist. I hope you're ready, my love.

[ A warning, as much as it is a promise. She has a powerful libido. ]

[zazen]

[ As trembling and overstimulated as he is, he’s stubborn. Perhaps a little bit bullheaded. He doesn’t want to let her get away so easily. Not when she’s presented like this, and given him such pleasure tonight.

So he takes a moment to allow her to shower him in affection before he makes his move. He sits himself up slowly and grabs her hand. Pulling her back to him before starting to drop kisses on her shoulders and up to her neck.]

You shouldn’t try to get away so fast, darling. You hardly allow me to give you the same in return.

[ Because he wants to. And he loves her. ]

[menphina]

!!

[ Her breath catches when she suddenly finds herself being pulled back, flush against him- it makes her ears lift in surprise, but she's human as well. Of course it's not as though she felt nothing when she was working on him. She'd have to be dead not to be aroused, but she intended to handle it once he fell asleep. He'd had a long day with Reina, after all...

And his lips- she purrs as she brings her hands to the back of his neck, her cheeks growing red from the affection as she releases a breathless chuckle. ]

You just look so beautiful. I like seeing you when I've gotten you ravished.

[ Besides, he should be tired now! She's not going to demand return affection when he is. But she does chuckle and draw herself back so that she can lie back and pull him over her, stealing soft kisses off his mouth as she does. ]

But you don't need to ask, you know. You can do what you like to me.

[ She's definitely not shy about it, even if she can't help but feel like she's really vulnerable right now... ]

... I'm just not used to giving someone else the reins when it's my duty to pleasure my lovers.

[ Very few of them can challenge her back, and she just overwhelms them to the point where they can't anyway. It's something she just does and can't seem to stop- perhaps, out of fear, that if they felt obligated, they wouldn't want to. ]

[zazen]

You can give them to me for a short amount of time, yes? As much as I love the way you overwhelm and pleasure me, I often think about returning the favor.

[He kisses from her cheek...all the way down to her neck. Making sure to lavish her in affection and attention. His hands don't yet make a move, and this is very purposeful. His hands will have more of a purpose later, of course.

Even if he were tired, seeing Megumi like this was enough to capture his interest yet again. He's never disinterested by her of course, she was just Very Good at always allow new sparks between them to happen.]

You know that I will always take care of you, don't you?

[Kissing down to her collarbones.]

[menphina]

[ Well, this is new... outside of the Iris moon, she's not used to being this affectionate, and she usually keeps to herself when she is under the Iris moon because it's a little embarrassing...

She doesn't like being too vulnerable, or looking weak- so perhaps... this should be alright.

She finds her breath catching as he kisses her, trembling a little as she settles herself back over his knees and moves her hands up to the back of his head. Every kiss is making her feel like she's being sparked aflame, and she nods, making a humming sound of acknowledgement as she guides his head closer. She'll never admit it openly, but she loves her upper body being given attention- ]

I know. I'm not used to hearing that, though.

[ The last person that said that to her fell out of love with her, so. ]

You're teasing...

[ Slightly petulant, but affectionately. She can act her age a bit when she feels teased! ]

[zazen]

[Good news, her chest is next! Jakurai is making sure that every inch of Megumi gets attention and love before they part their ways. Which, Jakurai is fairly certain he isn't going to be letting her leave until at least morning. He's happy with her being here, happy with her being the one he can come home to.

His lips travel over her breasts next, of course, they are still covered by her lingerie, but that doesn't mean he isn't going to gently scrape his teeth and lips over exposed skin to tease her. Gently cup one to tease her as well.]

Then I suppose you need to hear it more, is that right?

[menphina]

[ This is a lot- and she's very flustered as she feels herself being worshiped. It's not something she allows this easily, but right now, her feelings are dictating more of her actions than her mind-

Her hands slide into his hair as she bites her lower lip, cheeks going red. ]

You...

[ Damnit Jakurai, stop making her fluster! Instead, she protests- ]

You don't need to go so slow with me, my darling.

[ She bends her head enough to give his ear a bite, as though telling him she wants the same kind of affection- ]

All I need to hear is that you like what you have and I'll give you all the pleasure you want.

[ She just wants him to be as pleasured by the sight of her as she is of him. ]

[zazen]

[He does smile just slightly at the fact that he has her so flustered. It's cute, and he's easily charmed by it.]

Slow? No, I am taking my time to appreciate every inch of you.

[He reaches around to easily unclasp her bra, doing the most gentle tug off of her shoulders. He ducks his head down again to start kissing all across her chest. Focusing in only when he crosses a nipple or wants to nibble slightly to leave little red raised marks. Nothing that should stick around too long.]

You know I like what I have, darling.